RE:UNION has pass and it was one of the best event. There was so many great thing happening together with so many great message from so many speaker.
In the midst of all these great thing happening, my relationship with my parent, especially with my father wasn't great, though, ever since the "Aussie event", I wanted to fix this relationship, but failed.... I always envy other who have such good relationship with their parent.
During the 3rd morning day of RE:UNION, there was an empty feeling from nowhere, I dun noe why and I was hopping for an answer for the last day of the conference. As always, the conference was awesome, enjoying myself (haven't found any answer yet though...), then it happen... at the ending part of the conference, during the last worshiping section, it came...
Though it was not a voice, it came as a word popping out, 1 by 1, and it form these: "If you want a good relationship with ur family, tonight, it time for you to ask for forgiveness and say thank to your family." (Yes, I remember I did this before, but it was through a phone and doing thing through a phone is always very easy... Doing it literally is a complete different story...) Of course, I though it was just my imagination, but it kept on appearing.
After a few time trying to ignore, I gave in and told God this: If I going to do this, I need very inch of your strength..., God also did say that both your parent will come to fetch you instead of one of them. As I was asking for the strength, another sentence pop up and it wasn't the thing I wanted to hear... :Tonight, before you say anything to your parent, your father is going to offense you one time... sien liao, lol, but anyhow I still ask for the strength to do so even if it really does happen.
After that, as the conference ended and the bus was heading back to Summit, I called my parent to fetch me from Summit and guess what... the both of them were inside the car... but this was just the start, half way through the journey, my father really did offend me for something not very major and it nearly make me dun feel like saying it anymore, but then again, 5 seconds later, somehow this became a proof that those moment in RE:UNION where those sentences "mysteriously" pop-up were very real..... Of course, after we reach home and my father put into park gear, I just let it out without bothering how awkward it may sound.... yes, it sounded very awkward even when I was saying out to them, but thank God for that enough strength for that moment even after that offenses...... Nowaday, slowly, but surely, my relationship with my parent is getting better, thank God for everything!
